bus~ kiss

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day before yesterday roun 4 o'clock getting off bus
last minute into the snow bank
woman standin
didnt see me
as I am about to try and pass
her
O she says Excuse me
and
her lips
dark her lipstick dark was it black
almost the taste of her
and I could feel
that instant where you almost pull someone
in feeling the thrust of their hip movement
even when it's gentle or just starting
and her weight the weight of her ever so subtle
even there in that winter moment
yes
and I could imagine her lips mine bound
one mouth
yes

I almost thought I could
smell her lipstick
afterward

and I wondered is that possible?
and she was black haired
& middle age & very desirable

and so life is ~ in spite of all ~