of that

because of that . father . dead . absent . gone. take. n. off . taken off cross. . crossed to taken. bastard . i jesus. when is world end coming. dark afternoon. friday. waiting end. glasses. repeat. end waiting.rainy walk Anger Street. Aunt. standing in rain. cruciform cross.she's crazy . now. as night.

because of that. that because. gene t became my father. . . I irish accent became. I irish lilted accent lilted natural rhythm of ireland son became of genet . but are you queer? no no quite the contrary. I am not the queer, quite the opposite being what i am . what i am. being. am quite the contra. by women. by women. bastar I . the bastard i am . being that what I am . i am the quite rejected by women. andif that makes me queer then i am .