and what was

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 the waistress  too sick for love 

  and ugly to boot 

    arrogant  her

self blame 

  taxing  

      others 

her flaneur rancour 

  to the dying fields 

and what wish was this to the headache's  (of) love's grief the arrogant thieves of power

and the rivers the Nile the bed the dawn

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