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2009/09/09

pieces of a letter

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It's very quite hard to read that. I'm incredibilizing it, and
> > > cannibalizing it, and safeway playing it. It was not his voice, but
> > > mine hidden in the specter of his, the spectator specter of his, as he
> > > sat down in the back seat, seed to make his grim bellies bigger, fat
> > > on sickled moon and its inept phrases stymied by progress and periods
> > > of lace, fenders, jewels, habits that could not speak. I wanted to
> > > write soemthing that would make you get out of your bed in the middle
> > > of night climbing over, coming over to say you wanted to stabilize my
> > > legender life, making its wrung hands more clear each moment, not like
> > > the diamond flux of other people's lies, and then beneath the holes
> > > and vacuoloes where nomads had passed, we turned about and about like
> > > that navel-gazing and not training for the fifth circle of nirvana
> > > where the candle had been extinguished in the low day of sand and
> > > traders on the beach makign their mark on chronicle and story telling
> > > like an Irish pub king. Ooops, I better remember where you are
> > > especially as your lips make newspapers print, and horses bend and
> > > knee. Each day is a mint, a flower, a truth, that we are telling as
> > > the pronouns are arrested arrears in the rent rested in the death
> > > warrant of their noxious cocktail of pronunciation and truth. It's
> > > too digressive I will never get through. Why do you smoke - because I
> > > have and have and have. I have a lip that is not filled, and I am
> > > going to light up very soon, and each breath I take is filled with the
> > > smoke I sing. What about that dream then, last night? What if I was in
> > > love with someone and did not know it, or fully realize it, or see it,
> > > or conceive it. I have to call So and so I have not seen him in ages.
> > > It's been ages since we met last. And I am passionate too, you must be
> > > 35 years and not over 40. I have a preference for Armenians, Chinese,
> > > Japanese, and Koreans, and Horoscope babies.


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