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I'vYou ve e been writing righting .... doctoral dissertation ..... my thesis as some call this. Its done, that is to say, i have written the 200 pages I needed. Now , these days, between revising it,and revising it and trying to make a living, I write. I work on ten blogs. I've listed some and publish others here. I see allof this as one Antilogos literary machine. What does mean? it means it works outside the normative ideas of what constitutes a text, a blog, a book. It' s hard work and at times, very painful. Writing these thesis goes against my nature, my poetic one that is. It

is a split, une definition entre deux choses le these, et le poesie. Et finallmanet, le these elle meme is a mediation, a reading of two texts which are themselves very split and divided. And

we have to earn a living too ~ too ~ eat sleep and the rest of ...the body crying disappointment joy clouds, cutting, winter. cold no rest for the 'wicked' everything is political ~ desire is bounded by politics ~ and also go past it strong heft of life force I am also a performance poet who worked for 15 years with music and poetry. So it goes, and we do the best we can. Each day. Living. Living. And moving along.

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if i repeat myself well life's filled with repetition, eh? and there 's the variety of difference and the pain of paying for it ~