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2007/12/27

inside the needle

and Once and a time it
was a skirt was
trailing a wood was there

woodbine nickered to it
?
to [its] [love]


she trailed [and] trailed



holding the leaf

~~ leaf


holding a book
leaf of a [b]look

varia~

chisler to four covered sewn bookmarks

[ comment leaf, book, look, alliterations ? hmm repetitions? in this case,
as chords to note? note to ford, river, to strea m, rire to laugh?]
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Sloggin' via the dromos Me came over a myth
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dromos Posted by Hello


(for her)



1.






As I was bloggin through the incalculable bog of blogs
me came on this wending my ways past age
and pain of forsook and forsake
knowing love's shaft was hung!

What a bung was I!
my tormented lovers a pest of night
and the words I forgot between
my amnesias and senilities of


cost and my nose
unsniffed the silent air of roses
raggletaggle body haired by the night
repetition my song don't be long
stiffing regulations and cattling cabooses


I told her I was no Rimbaud
__I was Rimbaud
flapping scarf around my head-piece
romantic poet was I
now age has paid his visit



I'm
choking at the end
my tumultuous temper is filling me,
I can hardly
wait for death,
like some apocalyptic St. Paul you pray

(now in a typical verse like this
it'd say "I")
(but we know what is worth__ so
let's just go on)




for the end
the end of the world,
"we" pray for the end of the world
(a little too much __ very dramatic __
who do you think you are ?)



Now that's not
a very G_Deleuzian thing is it?

[who gives a fuck! like he'd care! who do you think
he was, my father?]

(well, you'd think so, from the Fictions)


([but then again ___ here the voices amalgamate__
they mate. the 'author' as such get's twisted.
prob. needs
flesh and blood
but flesh and blood
is weak])



Deleuze jumped November 95,
near ten years gone,
Felix 2 years before dead
of a heart attack,
Love died too,
killed itself
tied up loose ends
left town
beat the night (beat the night! what is that jerking off? or what?)
hit the road (there's nothing new here, CLiff)
broke the barrage (interesting __is that Wilfred
Owen in the background?)



(sounds like your second book and some

stuff from that Album__ Desires or Something before night:

see: the Bluedogplus for bibliography_ nota bene)

Big Bertha __ love is like Big Bertha,

a calling down,

and my
bones ache but

I'm the same guy I always was,
less fearful of language and lens
less fearful of the flyin' body by legs

((really does read like a song

but I can't really see if it's in yer head or

on the page: [what t he fuck are you

talking about? there is no page!!

it's ablog space)))




more dead than a nail
heart took out too
too many times
what clochard is that?
what cliche is that? ___ I am forbidden to write a poem!

(this is better)

(do you really think you love her? jeezus!you haven't

seen this in yearss!) [look it buddy I cant make out

what you're referring to] [(who is speaking)]


the dumb gods have decreed I am screed and seed mistloe to my toe around the cracked seeds of buskin dawn_ Like some Shakespearian actor I peddle my bike backwards,
regret talking my name



tripped and trapped by every name
Once a pretty face was your hope
but pretty faces, as we know
are like dames, they lie to deceive



and open to conceive
bear to rear


___ Oh shit what is he saying? is she saying anything
with her body and blooms, her bones tickle thighs?



O come now , please lend me a hand,
reach in while I pay.
Pray.
Pray? now pray tell, what literary theory



are you harking on?
pray, pray that Man dies.
and all his esteems.
Stay? stay with me.



no, no, no, no, never __ .
Go away, go away
Away .
My body was oil for yer intent,



a tense space of language for your downsize.
Love? love was too much
in your buckles and shoes
and the money was not there,



and the girls were alright
and the hookers played hooky
lacy skirts & frilly tops
their gay hearts a movie trick





cheap whore they got you now!
exclamanation point
yes, I mean what I wrote
an accident spelled a new point




Covered by rackets and ruins
sonnets and fair rooms dear farandolas
and dainties I challenge the accordian
they laugh at surrealist aromas



Is this the way to piss?
in a dream she shambled me
shamed my reckonings twisted
the curlicues of love's best met friend

keep talking, doctor, doctor unconscious
stage the set, keep the door





My amble pie is get ready and set
Like the shores of stiff dead ones
And marketed fees
I shall wear each downy cape of nonsense to the end




what can she know of this door,
where making predators wait and sunk
beneath the treasured floor
are men in ruins



like a naked mercedes I send your kiss


so wait for the noun trouble to ruin itself
making inside language its broken jet
the spoken rhythm a set
for harps and caves



natural ointments and broken days
come my lovelies I am your seaman
tawny around your legs
busted at your feet


well she said learning into me
heavy shade of her head pressed close
to my eyes sex throbbing
many years




the language not limited by your ideas
of intention or retention
a body in space muled by the target of love
he thinks of a face




tortured asks
why are women's faces so tortured
why does their beauty hurt?




Now that’s a hell of a question to ask me
she whispers hummed into my
elf ears nibbling the edges of astrology, desire,
interruption and congestion





Wait now, is that a lyric poem you’re speaking about Doctor Duffy,
Doctor Arel? Roxanne, come to the front desk please, Mister Duffy is gagging over your breasts, the heave of your sigh has him crying ,
the cleave of your light glowing breast
is roseate as aube
a dawn only for provencal mint
minstrels
abbeys
battlements
fair ladies
crippled canes
arthritic
conation
of your lip
your lip
covered
over
mine
a
year




Now is that any question to ask a lady?





[thank god he made no more of his bloody editorial snipes!
is that a word? snipes, shit I can never remember my
words. Im getting as bad as Artaud _ Aphasia!!
God! what will I do!???)


3.







3 was for thee
simple fiddle player
shoe-horned dancer
of the lover


(that stanza is totally lost __ no
wonder all of your words are on parole .)

and her glove
she held him
point high in the air
so proud
her name
was his















4





are prose kinema and prose cinema roses wreathed
around your necks
(cinescope_syncope)
not like some awful god of death
salient figures and rushed nights
or her 'bad faith'
or
always
but
or
what
or
more
or
to
make
gold
on the counting down
prior to dawn
asbestos babies
whirled their chinks
armor fated
shimmer ducks
melted fans
of trestles and trees
not a police officer
but a lover over seas
cambric
was the fable she wore
fabrics of needlepoint
delicacies of dusk
not the fancy faucets of
O say
purveyors of sloth
and
all their weddings



As I came over the blog shaped wave
ruddered by dawn
shuddered by our ships
I could hear the rinking of pavement
meridian joys cluttered the song
but you were there so was he
and she
we were there
here where breaking waves make speech
&
our loves were not buried and lost
but found found again
found again in the betweeness of things
and their harbingers
ring ring
unending the illuminations
Hear the ship! cry!
wave on !
you braggarts!
You hearties!
You laggards!






All yours
All mine










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Author's machine comments . I like th rest go. Incomplete page. fragment on a taggle. no time. meet to bust. some machines work some tipple topple and bust. what? I thought desiring-machines only work when they break down? well __ It did! I love you So relax.

Shoosh come the veils of dawn

a dharma shadow walking across her cape

her shoulders

are my sweet nothing

pains come

she's the red ship at noon

____________________





No doubt to be continued!

Comic Sans MS

you see what I mean

how it wiggles down

the page

unlike a body

in space

bounded by Word

Word daddio is the anti-desiremachine.

Ok, it's alove poem, alright. What? another one. This might as well be the fictions. That sort of other poetry, is private.

Cantbe blogged

cant be seen.

(there he goes againyou think seeing her again 'seeing her' wel, if you can call that seeing makes a difference?

and what about that shit about Artaud? you think that's true?) (( Not sure__ after all look at his letters to others __ perfectly fine)) (indeed__ if you wnat ot call that perfection)









life is short / one must do the best to love




The End.







As it were