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2007/12/17

Grain


tobacco crumb mixed with apple peels. your ass your beauty. your come cry, icry seraphim. of beauty. whose eyes killed me. yer ass. dark. yer skin dark. black er than oil.brighter than gold. pardox of flame. desire. you smoke. stand . watch. i with templed adore. my cock a king to sing sweet to you. Lady lady back to back black one.
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was for you like the wind that cried over the babies

over sea in spite of the nights

which hammered in their hell noise

and your plastered saint made sense

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simple spin of lover in the cool night

summer made smiles work for thee and me

my thouing across the center of the universe

weir and weird play and stay

like this we see the crooked night invert gardens

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remember the word is the poem you wrote

a thought for her to think as she holds it in her hand

a crooked pilaster a wooden bowl a jewel of substance

the transcendent singer of her heart not a coat

for summer and winter but my walking through memory and

pain which makes the face's difference a vowel separate

standing a part solitary in its quietness not noticing

the things you recalled when strolling and parked you

picked the things which meant the most to earth and other poets

radical sun worker across Nineveh and sky between the lassoed

letter S that occurred at each dot in the magnificent

earth world, the magnificent dead word back to life,

leap back like Christ might out of the grave,

Now wouldn't that be a hope, Mister proxy in the middling

earth

A coat not a jacket where loves are gentled

a verb to hum your hallowing in not penalted

by the racket

I see her many times, her forms were manifold

still I could not reach, and were these eyes mine

were they the ones to undo a woman's cold

body repelling back suitors and eyes nine

and ten and twenty times a day saddled with hate?

I don't know dear Doctor I am not the one to know.



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Come on home with me in my pain of isolation compose with

me the silly refrains of referee and lust, come off the street

with me. Come fuck my brains out , pull my pants

off

cough

as I

cough

come as I

go

and go

as we go go go googoo goo goo

in the double backed beast and beat

of our heart-rendered breath beat and fuck english literature all its trapping

let's go Irish and the Irish will and quill and the languuage

a living vibrating harp of desire

So you on the bus, come home with me tonight tomorrow

come be love and we shall lusters be

comers be and comer and commingle

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It's the way it went we had nothing to build on

and I with my father was abandoned in the well

of lined lonesomeness

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I saw you at the bus stop last night

you changed your clothes at last

what happened did you get money at finally?

when some man approached you and spoke with you

your face became a mask of suspicion and hatred

sad this world of hatred and suspicions

precisions of death and notaries

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For the fellowship of the spirit I owe this spot

of ground which is swirling which swirls past space

for the laughter of my friend John M in his car

last night, and for C. whose funeral I didn't attend,

and for Coleen whose funeral I also didn't attend,

but whose blithe spirit I knew, loved, and

cherished as she cherished the song of herself in

all its days and nights

so we let go we let go let go of hands and circles

and come to pray in the spinning circle of the sky

as we see and swear past all our swearing

and running and I am running and you

are too

But running to god , an escape into reality

a flight toward Love and reality

and not just merely to be loved, because O how so boring

But to Love, yes to Love others

lost & found in the group self of love

foundered found refunding the step foot ~ .

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