2017/11/30
names and , vows, not ___________________,
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vowels consonants and names not something you can explain
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you married someone ...
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you married someone else else likewise breath holding its turn
night you were waiting at the gown the door the waning moon
arriving right at the hour she an acquaintance in good standing has failed
to see what's under her nose
always knowing otherwise else-wise i dont why they tell is the crew
maniacs doing the end of others brood infinitely
on the definite nothing
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the question is how many bodies did you love ?
puffing onthe wind of your
& this mouth
kissing at you,
tearing at your ______ (censored)
panting i lie inside and on top around tangle loving you,
too late, too early
loving,
3
when you married you know kissing her was kissing me
through the river of veil, pleonasm,
you were kissing her but me,
beloved you were beloved by everyone
more and often than you knew
beloved kissing her was kissing me
you were kissing your beloved missing me
imagining love any other way folly folly a deux
"I " have found the body of love,
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2017/11/20
' Surfaced
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Someone said i surfaced but i was there all along,
simply on the other side of the page, you were, looking out a the sea, a correspondence state of reckoning, building big books, keeping others, aside, in your hohoho merry way, crumbling brick and mortar ,
______________________ Yet off the ladder, F ranny, + Jill knowing better aren't seeking conspiracies of desert islands, but columns of monks going off into the desert? Or ,
off into the desperate building their 'churches' for centuries,
shapin' and retooling history according to a certain hysterical mode l,
not necessarily one you'd like to
sleep with either,
but Fanny kept her tool box ready for a moment's notice repartee could change
anything , everything , love, war, the tea party, a rhyme splendid going backwards,
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the secret correspondence of lovers ... and that's why, how come , i ,
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the secret correspondence of lovers, not necessarily one of action and embraces, but of parallel lives over the years,\
a whisper here a touch there, the odd call, and glance,
but that's , lyric, right? you want that you got it, like a strange room with a dozen or more in it she hearkens for the hour of his love,
coming to a total shade of narcissistic believing and loving,
that's why you abandoned this 'lyric ' poetry for the fictions
for there,
taking an instance,
Things are Light,
take Jill for instance her backward glance side-stars on the lopping stair who'd dare convenience for any sake of false fortune, or staying sheep, a stray cow, a bended bullock,
a worn off filter from the cup of forms, in the disarray dispensed your collage, Fanny knows better
it's the five o'clock shadow of desire in the sunset yards, Anti knows better,
she hears things which make her happy,
ending all things with a comma,
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2017/11/18
to sa the half hour hotel
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the half hour hotel
the five seconde love affair... clicks with the eyes a love affair en passant second s i the metro i love you ... i love you i .. do i want you...
he a friend has no idea what loneliness as he dates women steadily and hasa stream of ex's and would be 's a good man... however, his sense of solitute is not like my own...
he says I have a hot date tomorrow night but its not a date at all. its a colleague who's taken.. anyhow, it hurt me a little to hear him say this.
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Memoir 9/7/10
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the half hour hotel
the five seconde love affair... clicks with the eyes a love affair en passant second s i the metro i love you ... i love you i .. do i want you...
he a friend has no idea what loneliness as he dates women steadily and hasa stream of ex's and would be 's a good man... however, his sense of solitute is not like my own...
he says I have a hot date tomorrow night but its not a date at all. its a colleague who's taken.. anyhow, it hurt me a little to hear him say this.
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Memoir 9/7/10
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over two and counting
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when I find
my indefinite brain emulsion I''ll be fine the. whoop and way-out of redlight green blue churned amber'll spell the speedy day of indefinite articles. my sandals 'll pay your way. you
that's called Love. With a capital C.
over each layer of skin i've not multiplie
this invisible love, this in my gut that's you.
in the meantime we happy
as can be
as life is its rolling river
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C. Duffy 14/6/09as can be
as life is its rolling river
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__________________________________ you were caught toting t he drafts ofa text
_____________________________________________________
Consider this text a required rewriting/ a match text to cover its signifier's death/ looking for a emulsion as it says
_____________ that's the key line
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November is ships
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It's sails furling past sails masts, radio aerials too, and the thunder, the hum of ,,
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2017/11/17
|||||||||||||||||||||___the winter cold might_______________ ||||||||||||||||||
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the winter cold might very well be,
the winter coat might be a very well to which whomsoever may recline
in swaddling breasts and chiaroscuro obscure
AS Jill said the book was debutante to its date pagan nation
ration to the gothic gift of a god
not favored nor cultivated by her curing nor purring of the obstiante mule
of lover waiting always for your fist move
she'd laid down in the street
on the road, the avenue,
the boulevard,
on your bed,
in your arms,
like any other poem,
____ draft notes between meanwhile and meantime then,
back to t he comma,
____________
the winter cold might very well be,
the winter coat might be a very well to which whomsoever may recline
in swaddling breasts and chiaroscuro obscure
AS Jill said the book was debutante to its date pagan nation
ration to the gothic gift of a god
not favored nor cultivated by her curing nor purring of the obstiante mule
of lover waiting always for your fist move
she'd laid down in the street
on the road, the avenue,
the boulevard,
on your bed,
in your arms,
like any other poem,
____ draft notes between meanwhile and meantime then,
back to t he comma,
____________
2017/11/11
gain again a gain what gathers up
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a gain is what gathers up
and gathering up bringing pieces together were broke
lifting not wilting the parts fell off
the narrow ridge seperating life and death
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2017/11/09
gain wishing
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again wishing her again wishing again wishing wishing again gain again well wishing wishing her
well healing whole again/home again/heal again
again wishing her again wishing again wishing wishing again gain again well wishing wishing her
well healing whole again/home again/heal again
again well her listen well to healing mending at the wishing was well
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well wishing her her wishing well again well wishing well again wishing her well
her well wishing well, her wishing again again well well wishing her
wish
2017/11/04
First week,
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first week ,
weekend of November,
world turning,
color changing, leafs falling,
night , day,
roaming ,
raining,
falling
light sideways,
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first week ,
weekend of November,
world turning,
color changing, leafs falling,
night , day,
roaming ,
raining,
falling
light sideways,
`
2017/11/01
suppositions of,
________________
a lifetime of words , books, writing, words, deeds, words of deeds,f ailure of deeds,
indeed! a word breath
a death
Puff you're gone into sun
god's air or sunlight ringing in the sky of the fortune and misfortune of others,
but wait, start over,
words, books, love, loving, carrying over, a fresh pail of water,
hunger,
`
a lifetime of words , books, writing, words, deeds, words of deeds,f ailure of deeds,
indeed! a word breath
a death
Puff you're gone into sun
god's air or sunlight ringing in the sky of the fortune and misfortune of others,
but wait, start over,
words, books, love, loving, carrying over, a fresh pail of water,
hunger,
`
re :call
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recall means that just that call back the things which put out hanging off a draft of wind the heavy gods pounding off the rounds
not reckoning on their needing cleaning /clouding/redoin'
or
_______ like a first bk with printers errors
or compositer's capitals askew
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November
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Just chaos cold loneliness, the lies , betrayal, a way of ,
a singular manner, a simple punch in t he mouth,
would end things, pretty quick,
wouldnt' it ,
(that poor thing,
ending the ending the rainbow,)
with that little whore
or this little tramp
or the enemy at the door herd at the well wall
enemy at the dam
ringing the tent
in the middle of the round
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Just chaos cold loneliness, the lies , betrayal, a way of ,
a singular manner, a simple punch in t he mouth,
would end things, pretty quick,
wouldnt' it ,
(that poor thing,
ending the ending the rainbow,)
with that little whore
or this little tramp
or the enemy at the door herd at the well wall
enemy at the dam
ringing the tent
in the middle of the round
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