2017/08/31
Thursday
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Thursday is a driven day of ball bearings and the Wings of Samothrace
the ___combing its hair against __________________the ks _____________
mightily soaring against the s u n
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2017/08/29
Monday is
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Monday is eye day you will keep seeing following
feeling the earth her body
what name holds this place reckoned to her fair earth? is it I?
You ? the narrator? the caretaker?
you'll come back to this
as you do in all your work
seeing hearing, feeling doing,
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2017/08/28
__levee
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clear cut
clear cutting
clear out
clear it up
clear clear clear lear
leer near
leeward
the levee is gone
the levee's busted
the damn dint holt
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clear cut
clear cutting
clear out
clear it up
clear clear clear lear
leer near
leeward
the levee is gone
the levee's busted
the damn dint holt
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re: ..bin (20/7/2015 )memoirs of a woof Luna
Now that's an older text but what's older in a plateau? or strata? a piece of geologic stone jutting out?
..bin
it indicates a space . but is that how it's said?
its a threshold? a place of passage a navigator's growl
where fictionbecomings real.
Ah! the temptation Jill revs her motor up down the rung fleet of road and karmic bend a . piece of toast is ready! yr starving yet! boyo!
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2017/08/27
_ the way
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the way into your arms is through the door when you take the
moment driving me . holding me. there keeping me in the place of love
it's daring moment we call our own
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Saturday was Sunday
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like any other day it became another as if your face was blending into the other women of
my life as our love grew it attached itself to you and to me and our hands held a song deeper and
more profound than the earth. was that you I meant to hear my heart beating louder
than a thousand herald ships? songs of a desert
on your body and love licking it up?
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2017/08/26
How_______The Post Card La Carte Postale
______ V. how did you first hear about Derrida?
One version
1978 (same as Punketariat) I was sitting at the Cafe Santropol with Gail Modric reading book review from the new York times? and anyhow, there was an article about this book that had been published from Socrates to Freud
the Postcard and the very idea as it was explained that Socrates had written a post card to Freud who of course
was alive near on 2000 years later, that the post card maybe took all of that time to arrive, this was amazing to me
it fasciginated me!
and that's how I first heard about Jacques Derrida
2nd Version
Gail bought me for me my birthday or Christmas a copy of The Third Mind (Burrroughs &Gysin)
and there was a series of notes & points of order by George Lemaire (he was a French scholar and translator I later learned) about the book that comes right after an interview with Burroughs and anyhow, about half way
through he quoted Derrida a passage that seemed the very illustration of what he had been explaining that Burroughs was doing with his books, the fold ins and cut ups, folding and refolding indefinitely
So then I went off to look for the book he had quoted but I didn't find it (La dissemination)
which may or may not have been translated at the time, but in
in any case, I did about 4 years later get a copy and naturally I could not find the quote as the origianl quote in french had been translated by Lemaire himself. I've yet to get my hands on a French copy.
BUt and I take my breath to say this,
I t was bigger than I thought, for sure,
the book by Derrida was more profound and deeper than anything i expected or could have foreseen
and by the time I did get around getting it and reading it I had also been reading Antioedipus by the other big D in French philosophy,
the Big D and G,
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2017/08/25
No~
No smoking
the lights go on No smoking in the cabin
rrrrin thebell goes on fasten your seat belts please
Clouds capped cumulus wide ranging farms of them
hovering, huffing,
Grand mountains of them shoulders puffed up
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Yesterday ... hier (pronounced YaRRrre'
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Yesterday was thursday you were not there i was not there we were not
over the heels of day and a knight clanking along her shoulder poster her body
longing and pining yearning as it stands or riding really waiting hankering
her beloved mantime her leman to the
wanting no that's not how it's said , day,
shall you know then the difference, the diffidence?
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2017/08/24
is it Possible, likely or,
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It's possible that long distance internet, interferes with the 'reception' of blogs,
which have been 'blocked' by walls of different types , virtual not real ones,
because take those two who'd been back for a spell after teaching abroad
in China
a web hosting crew breaks down? a verse pediment falling on your head
C.P.: are you suggesting there is interference in the web, the internet, which has long term basis as well as if not more, long distance wireless break down?
yes I am and yes there's always a conspiracy of one sort or
another what's wanting to end poetry feeling its around
thee world body
so creation's always risky
C.P.: so is that how come the private, so called blogging?
you could say that yes, yes yes,
on the other hand,
it's maybe just a comma
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is this?
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__is this a true story?
would I tell a tale that was real false, impregnable , virtual actual, closer to
lips than reality, the reality of her slim breasts, her ass close tothe closet?
a ringing endorsement of reality over truth? a come away day betweeen
the dish of clouds, and the crying of lightening
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If I write it must be true
must be write i true be write
I true write true rue rue rue an blue blue you
y ou write I true too blue?
Blue true I write you
______________ Something along those lines.
One of my would be imitators is doing what imitators doing taking my affects copying thinking thereby to create a strong work or collection
of things which are liked minded,
wont work as what's not been done is the inside,
decades old work required to get the material worked up enough and her ear to
the difference
you see with my work, and I believe it's the case with artists of a certain calibre
you really need to see the whole context, or get the big picture, or the handle that pours the tea
or hear the voice what writes the poetry
or pursue the demons and obsessions which the author had in her mill
working at the desk seeing the speed, speaking the deed,
and talking, yes of course to the dead,
well they aint so dead anyhow,
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2017/08/23
a little experiment
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A while back originally like 12 years back I tried out wordpress but never got a handle on it,
anyhoW, a few Months ago I gave it another whirl
and created
another blog
it's not quite serious yet but more of a backup of some kind?
____________ too tired to write my writing arm is sore, there's smoke blowing out of my head
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re boon______________ (2006)
About "boon_"_____________ (2006)
it needs to go into a type writer to double check the rhythms and the rest of it,
but its not a bad little ditty,
seems to be about s_x, and so on?
O yes, O no,
Or some other fictional study
and
understudy,
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End all your work with a comma now,
yes that's what I told what's her name last year
,
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it needs to go into a type writer to double check the rhythms and the rest of it,
but its not a bad little ditty,
seems to be about s_x, and so on?
O yes, O no,
Or some other fictional study
and
understudy,
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End all your work with a comma now,
yes that's what I told what's her name last year
,
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re re boon_____boon_________ (2006)
About "boon_"_____________ (2006}
it needs to go into a type writer to double check the rhythms and the rest of it,
but its not a bad little ditty,
seems to be about s_x, and so on?
O yes, O no,
Or some other fictional study
and
understudy,
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End all your work with a comma now,
yes that's what I told what's her name last year
,
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it needs to go into a type writer to double check the rhythms and the rest of it,
but its not a bad little ditty,
seems to be about s_x, and so on?
O yes, O no,
Or some other fictional study
and
understudy,
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End all your work with a comma now,
yes that's what I told what's her name last year
,
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__How come?
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How come you blog really bad poetry? How come? o it's just another place to try things out you know the scraps and stuff, or see how it feels before turning it into books, and broadsheets, or magazines, or cd recording of aural voices of poetry? it's just really a fake finery diary before books are permanently digitised and the world gone to digits
Books are never gonna get permanently digitised yr crazy
yes we are
& love do you love? are you able to love or are you still in that prisoner's solitude of
Whimsical questions.
Jill hurries to the store to buy matches before it closes, she's smoking on the angle of eternity.
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How come you blog really bad poetry? How come? o it's just another place to try things out you know the scraps and stuff, or see how it feels before turning it into books, and broadsheets, or magazines, or cd recording of aural voices of poetry? it's just really a fake finery diary before books are permanently digitised and the world gone to digits
Books are never gonna get permanently digitised yr crazy
yes we are
& love do you love? are you able to love or are you still in that prisoner's solitude of
Whimsical questions.
Jill hurries to the store to buy matches before it closes, she's smoking on the angle of eternity.
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re Slim
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Is that a true story?
a true story? which story is true for the narrator who's paddling her way past
the mysteries of life and death, body and soul
breathing and dying,
entity and eternity
is there a name to what you do feeling the cloud run over your head?
she waned waxed and re waned with the elcipse and middle age dawning
on her creek and stolen bed
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what on earth was_____________ (2006) (from Slim Verses editions,)
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What on earth was ____ (2006) (from Slim Verses editions, Qc.):
________ was a Small (what else)publication adventure startedin 2000
and who agreed to publish a few verses of yours truly
it was a limited type of deal about what? 41 copies
there was a small party of people a launch
sold most of them over the next
9 months
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What on earth was ____ (2006) (from Slim Verses editions, Qc.):
________ was a Small (what else)publication adventure startedin 2000
and who agreed to publish a few verses of yours truly
it was a limited type of deal about what? 41 copies
there was a small party of people a launch
sold most of them over the next
9 months
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2017/08/22
Reading this blog?/Reading England you mean, right?
________________
For the moment
To read this blog and any of the others that I work on you must be logged into your google account and have an invitation to be a reader.
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For the moment
To read this blog and any of the others that I work on you must be logged into your google account and have an invitation to be a reader.
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2017/08/20
Do?
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Do Germans, since WW2 esp. all feel guilty, all they all motivated by the rage of guilt?
Are they reverse Paulines?maniacs at large sweeping up the past tattles of their ruined history, one of massacre, murder mayhem, words too light to really convey the disaster they play in history.
I don't mean a single german living her life, but collectivtely.
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Do Germans, since WW2 esp. all feel guilty, all they all motivated by the rage of guilt?
Are they reverse Paulines?maniacs at large sweeping up the past tattles of their ruined history, one of massacre, murder mayhem, words too light to really convey the disaster they play in history.
I don't mean a single german living her life, but collectivtely.
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2017/08/19
2017/08/14
Regardi ng now I can
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But that's another phantasm too y: Now I can the idea of the voice,
as the Unnameable said, what ? who? what voice
what rattle speaks from end to end
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But that's another phantasm too y: Now I can the idea of the voice,
as the Unnameable said, what ? who? what voice
what rattle speaks from end to end
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2017/08/11
Now I can
Now I can blog in peace without being harrassed by weirdos and doubts what poet
needs a lunatic audience to keep on going / to find the quiet voice still inside
2017/08/10
visual effects
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visual effects
play their part
they
do like symphonies on bills
and quacking geese
over running
hillsides
and you always heard about something
staying trying out the circus
of rounds and twos gathering nuts and bolts
making way before two
before two
achoo achoo
too
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Yesterday was sunday
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Yesterday was sunday sunday yesterday in a dream
a dream sunday was yesterday she called out
she called out h'is body bawdy
nowhere to be found
nowhere to be seen
her escaping screams
could not be heard not be seen
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Yesterday was sunday sunday yesterday in a dream
a dream sunday was yesterday she called out
she called out h'is body bawdy
nowhere to be found
nowhere to be seen
her escaping screams
could not be heard not be seen
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Today is thursday becoming
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today which was 'hier' yesterday's tomorrow at the coffee shop there was you
standing there all bust an beauty daring just daring or pleading begging me
stand over stand down
take your body
with beauty
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today which was 'hier' yesterday's tomorrow at the coffee shop there was you
standing there all bust an beauty daring just daring or pleading begging me
stand over stand down
take your body
with beauty
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2017/08/09
words don't fail
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words don't fail me it's faux luxury
what does
perish the thought
in thumb an sail thru bk to make way for lorn
fellows
potting their way past
night marble
night harmonies
something where almost been
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2017/08/08
Tuesday
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Tuesday was afternoon/eftsoons in old poetry/Shakespeare/Jacquespere
the old nights and days when the longing lady's hand dragged along the cape
lifting a shawl and wetting a cigarette
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Alittle imiationbefore migraine zoneofa particular poet
s manner and or voice from the grave where long your friend has lain
the grey day the gray eyed goddess of reason of war/pallas athena
a gray sky causing no eye pain no low pressure across the brow ggiivng migraine blues
and achoos!
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2017/08/07
Soon enough /moon
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it
and they pay to stay to stay! even pay _____________________
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re what becomes of a natural born communist?
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Re what becomes of a natural born communist?
question at hand,
over the
,
careful reconstruction of your imagined face,
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reconsider
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Imagine you travel thousands of miles ,air , sea and land,
thousands of miles, past the internet just to see these words,
you travelled from Romania, Bucharest, Galati,
Moinesti yet your lips never took my lips on yours catching
nor taking me in your mouth
2017/08/05
and the other
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and the other in case what you didnt notice who said you could come here
read these things, what said who give permission for you or you too for that matter,
freely coming along reading at will, without leaving a penny , not a thought, of consideration,
nothing, a thing not done better unsaid, coming along here , reading without a damn word
of advice or change, small things from apurse, given at will with love, freely give,n,
just who does they think they are? then ?
without so much, without so much a s a bye my leave, by your leave too,
about polite manners, about reckoning on 'ow people feel, right, seeing as 'ow they feel,
and considering not crossing borders, boundarious, frontiers, crashing the gate,
busting down the window, without being permitted, or at least asking for an invite,
and the other in case what you didnt notice who said you could come here
read these things, what said who give permission for you or you too for that matter,
freely coming along reading at will, without leaving a penny , not a thought, of consideration,
nothing, a thing not done better unsaid, coming along here , reading without a damn word
of advice or change, small things from apurse, given at will with love, freely give,n,
just who does they think they are? then ?
without so much, without so much a s a bye my leave, by your leave too,
about polite manners, about reckoning on 'ow people feel, right, seeing as 'ow they feel,
and considering not crossing borders, boundarious, frontiers, crashing the gate,
busting down the window, without being permitted, or at least asking for an invite,
2017/08/04
Red Ellen & Red Max
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Those my (h)'eros
Hahhahah funny coincidence of puns
as the tour continues
working as a clerk
in this shite retail gob of a place
but the tea O the tea was like your imagined mouth
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it's the humidity what gets me right? you see what I mean , then?
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re: Happy?
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gone
Re: Happy?
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it was, alright not stupid in itself (there are no stupid questions) it was context,
that painful hour moment of day and night,
now the nights gone by
the days gone,gone
Re: Happy?
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here you go
_____________
Here you go Friday thunder rain storming pelting
end of the world
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2017/08/03
imagine and consider
____________
Imagine you travelled thousands of miles over the internet,
a long way from Romania yet
you never held me in your arms
crying and calling me your child man,
Imagine you travelled thousands of miles over the internet,
a long way from Romania yet
you never held me in your arms
crying and calling me your child man,
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about: friday it must be friday is worst but not
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even I think it goes about off, off the track of where it's at least appeared to go from,
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all across the blue dark ridged sea she thought she could love a man she'd
never met what did he know of her power and will her will to win against odds?
were basement sweeps not enough for the capital of love the retreat of pain no
numbered' be known poetry always been dominated by the means at hand
perpetually in flight escaping that same scene not the whores of british verse of 2
centuries
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this excerpt from
: friday it must be fridy friday is worst but not
it's all buggered up in'it?
rather like the thing it talks about,
doesn't it?
what's english anybye
without your lips your eyes,
( without us,) not sure where this line ought to go, but I know what it means.
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even with ___ it was hard,
a man without a passport is a prisoner,
what's a man without a passport,
without glue?
glue keeping her together keeping him twogether
together and to gather the reaping pieces of their self,
_______________Okay, more anon, later
even I think it goes about off, off the track of where it's at least appeared to go from,
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all across the blue dark ridged sea she thought she could love a man she'd
never met what did he know of her power and will her will to win against odds?
were basement sweeps not enough for the capital of love the retreat of pain no
numbered' be known poetry always been dominated by the means at hand
perpetually in flight escaping that same scene not the whores of british verse of 2
centuries
_______________________________________________
this excerpt from
: friday it must be fridy friday is worst but not
it's all buggered up in'it?
rather like the thing it talks about,
doesn't it?
what's english anybye
without your lips your eyes,
( without us,) not sure where this line ought to go, but I know what it means.
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even with ___ it was hard,
a man without a passport is a prisoner,
what's a man without a passport,
without glue?
glue keeping her together keeping him twogether
together and to gather the reaping pieces of their self,
_______________Okay, more
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2017/08/02
Wednesday
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Wednesday will become wednesday today where you will flee to the library
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you can wonder all day what a perfect poem was knowing it's a fetish trial a fake, a not a real one,
but a false one, a conundrum set up to blare backwards on the heavy page,
which rhyming with wave makes black go white,
and the infernal machine breaks, pauses, continues,
what was what might have been,
and a poet is always trying t o find the space,
before the machine slays her,
~
2017/08/01
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Whereas when Michael Connelly's agents read this or one of the latter's public representatives read it this he reacted with a cool silence and no comment at all. No wonder! A Connnelly afianzando might suffer some anxiety hearing his characters had been absorbed into a perceived Ellroy amalgamation! To me it was all good dreamy fun! after all I didn't write the book! I read it and how I read it and continued to read it to myself in my own world was my affair, and caused me no especial anxiety or if any at all it was knowing that all literary adventures are a fragile affair! O fragile as these here words on the you tube page, prone to virtually instant erasure and disappearance. SO book writers don't wish to hear this thoughts of their characters being mixed into others! As a poet on the other hand, I might feel anxious about other matters which I can only hint at ! they are so clandestine and intimately connected to the history of all poetry! We start our literary adventures in the present so we think and end up, after a life and more, all over the "Time" not the place, but the time, the time of all time and all literature and its offspring. Our poems are the cause and creation of anxiousness and love and adventure as are fictions, the fictions of Burgess and others, so many other