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2015/02/28

dream book(s) entry

Another time I am travelling back from a mysterious country. I do not know the language, the customs, nor can I be certain where it is. I am flying over the city a fine gale pushing me along . It's my astral projection body. I see lights over the tops of all the buildings: I wake up, I am in the Bronx visiting my girlfriend of the time. (Dream bk 2000)


Someone comes up to me when I'm in Dublin one night saying (nattering away very rapidly) well CLifford Duffy what on earth brings you here? I am dumbfounded, mouth agape I am speechless I get dizzy I feel the world spinning from under my feet!~ I wake up and realized I was on the boat-train heading back to the Continent. (Dream bk, 1993)

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2015/02/24

bring

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'  to bring thy summer out of winter '


                              John Donne 




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2015/02/23

Troy

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Argues about versions / who

  won

/lost

like a mouth

  s eeking a tit



  a  trick among soldiers /greeks fighting over a woman
  don't tell you about the women fightin'
    over men
                                and Amazons battling for women on the riverbed

  What  Hector did to the pretty ones

      &  Hot Helen    and  the  hundreds of un-named others... how hot how panted   who knows...

anyhow, we write the book,   
                   they make the movie

   its all bullrushes
     cracking in the distant walls o f this   city

       Aeneas knew the trick 
                         moving things along   
           out of the city

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2015/02/20

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Chapter One   __ No chapter designations/ call them Sections.




I was wandered around



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  'half the people I know are mad'  (Adrian Mitchell)



  no one's having any illusions about your loyalty

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person to person...

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 the great bloody paradox is that it's cold right here and warm elsewhere   naturally it's like that 
   with pretty  much anything

    like a woman's ass or thighs right there 
         
                                     lips her eyes her thoughts
                                                      right here yet  so far 

                        not necessarily actual distance either
   thinking here of  those Russian neighbours last year the distance there was light years
        

     Station to Station

I'd like to make a trunk call operator

 did you say 
                  person to person sir?

Oh    A trunk call sir
      yes   yes 

 a trunk call that'd carry  me through the cables Marconi laid   

     Excuse me Sir where was you wanted to call?

  I said Marconi not macaroni     

 Pardon me, sir?










   Trunk and bunk and trunk and bunk to her vein pain rain train   handss  

 Le roi du coeur 
 




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when




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when I think of the telephones in my life    then the mobiles over the last few years


   and then, to my surprise and shock it turns out water-main burst in another part of the borough where I live. Saw it on the news and I felt compassion and worry  and concern for the residents and wondered how they are now. and the awful winter    it's battering the building buffeting wind around the couple of blocks near by up from the frozen tundra of a river    .

  and people romanticise nature    nature  my eye , as they say.

                   thank goodness it's heated here  but the memory of that lightening strike lingers      


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2015/02/19

A nd

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....Shocking weather, mister,' he concluded, addressing the man behind the counter, who responded by nodding  his head several times, his countenance still distorted by the vacant grin. 'I suppose you think I shouldn't be complaining about fog with the brogue on me, but Irish mist is a different proposition entirely. You could stand a broomstick up in this stuff and it wouldn't fall down. Bad for business too, I suppose?'


  David Lodge, The British Museum is Falling Down 
   p 134.

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_ hinterland






Winter I hate thee





A perfect world with no winter.







Winter I cannot stand you anylonger. Go winter, leave. Leave us.


 ________________________________   On the other hand   


 Blow blow thou winter wind thou art so unkind    as human ingratitude 



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2015/02/18

cold combat

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Dante the Italian poet Mister Dante and the seven(th) muse

A caretaker field 

   he was a  caretaker poet


 what will happen to the world war about to end



As war is ending


each night earth there is less

 war
before




a young becoming happens the kid wails out in Argentina




the birth of an idea a peace  of peace a meadow  of azaleas




of democracy round the earth   ___ at least  call it 'around '


   (the words making their  pass )


between the loves of love


People are rightly worried about a nuclear war__ so they think or imagine and there are those who want everyone worrying ....

however



it won't happen

   

anymore than the squares happen

It won't     happen   not here in this planet

A telescope to the future cures one's doubts


The other war going on daily the day to day matches the cold combats


the inability   giving   in to admit you're wrong

 and give this is the war making




the other aint gonna  happen




the molecules to the big stifling machines and the copy cats the robots doing what they're told


A man cannot compliment a woman she

 cannot compliment him she

seeks approbation repeating the same


cycle of starting and stopping throughout her life



this is no way to be neighbourly



the man alone labours on one day a river swallowing him


he's disappeared forever gone into a smoke flying up into the air


                                  


the sick ones come 'about power



 

Dante's Inferno


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These are yet blacker spirits.  Various crimes
Have sunk them deeper in the dark abyss.
If thou so far descendest, thou mayst see them.

















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Notes

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Decadence


A generation of decadent French women   between the ages of forty and  say fifty-five years of age?  I don't know about those sixty up .  But the others in their forties to  mid fifties one sees this again and again.    ,              remarkable 'failures',   a collective neurosis    no perspective on life, politics,  or anything  ..... 'bourgeois' in aspiration if not in fact.....double-standards  in all areas of they and their families lives ___they've become virtual caricatures of themselves.
            

No ability   to situate themselves or others


 the sickness runs deep.  

I am talking about my own limited experience.

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Beauty



1 . Canadian beauty versus French decadence

2.  I saw that the older generation of middle class or would be middle class French (of France) women had become bumbling fools, truly decadent; decadent socially, intellectually, sexually, artisically; a generation of neurotics. Nearly all of those I have come across either in person while visiting France, or here at an event, or online,  I met who were in their forties had become decadent  and had had too much of everything and they all struck me as sick.  It is  not the same with women here . Women here no matter how one feels about them or what one thinks of them  are not decadent and spoiled.  I generalize here but of course the real difference I am talking about someone who lives his art and those who are too neurotic to do anything but talk about it. This is a generation of women who have not studied and given thought to themselves about who and what they are and where they situate themselves. In another time and place they would have been called whores.

3. Disgusting to see. Better be something else  somewhere else.

4.  The degeneration of the descartians Rabelesian spirit into this revolting  inverted arrogance . A people
     given too much and  in this case the women .  The men it goes without say were worse.  But we knew
     that already everyone knew that.


5.  I generalize as right now I am a general marshalling the word battailions!which is stupid of course as I            don't believe in armies . I believe in Homer though and his phalanxes of words and others who    followed his path and if there are those to stupid to believe what I am doing then I want nothing to do with them.

re tact

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  Part  deux demain

   but poetry's a way of life not a domain
    a state ofmind not an obligation to please an audience barely able to read





  'fit audience and few'

   the rest might  well drown 

                O well faits vos jeux!
    what could a lover know of the stranger 

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However let's clarify things; it's situational as many individuals are unable to situate themselves or others in their actual lived context.


There are hundreds of types who are like this, it's almost commonplace but it is more glaring in some .
 For instance,  there seems to be a rampant sickness neurosis running i .  



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tact



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some people have the tact of dinosaurs they come along pounding loud and 
  & leave trails of shit behind them

i've learned to jump out of the way   before the shit hits me

 their shit  as someone once said   maybe they think it doesn't smell
   but i can smell it from miles away


a delicate antennae   an antennae like me can't afford having dinosaurs like that around 

     



    and the poor dinosaur! always troubled with their own neurosis
                               and the decadence that goes with it
                                                                                 never getting anything done
   and there's different types too I suppose   
                                            let me think the flat-footed kind the big flubby kind who

bash you with their endless boring stories of failed love 
     

  but more later  i must anon  as night wills me to sing  and this bird's a twittering creature     




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2015/02/15

making creating




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  lines of flight, becoming creation co-creation,  twisting, turning, unexpected  jumping, bouncing
   trundling,     folding   and  tumbling  rumbling humbling  a line thick as paint

                                                  thin as the path of an arrow


   but not the   dead lines
                old phone lines
                                      of dead rock and roll

  the cliche 



 a linea a line that becomes a dead end is no place to go at all   


     a linea a line that becomes a dead end is no place to go at all

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Story


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 There was  a woman who became an artist  from a small town. In Eastern Europe. It was a small  country   but rich in heart  and often poor in soul  .. with much guilt and crime in its past.....

 But time passed and some things in that country got better and the people too got better.


    The woman came to age in this country with a  new heart growing    &    the woman,
 did some interesting work and as time went on she got popular and for a time she was humble, kept learning and her work got better and so likewise did her friendships with  true artists




Then slowly the small acclaim she had went to her head


Social media made her dead 

It went to her small circle's head to her s head.

  she  confused the true and real
   the like with the like

  the love with love

 the  one's that were real with the ones on for a ride.


 were in danger of losing the touch 
   
    not that being a great artist is the only thing

  but she  wanted to be good          but after some time a year or two of    'social media'

she lost the spirit of art ,  of generosity and in her case


       Knew better her talent began to fade and wither and


 the woman started to paint sentimental work quoting bad pop poetry from dead rock singers


  like becamse more important than

to share and  be generous to other artists 


 And their work got worse and worse

  weaker and weaker 

     like  a cheap light bulb

             destined to burn out

                         forgotten


     a linea a line that becomes a dead end is no place to go at all
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     a linea a line that becomes a dead end is no place to go at all
   

2015/02/14

... the easy



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quoting bad songs in a painting is not a good idea.  it lessens the value of a work. that could be good.




if one is going to quote     f ind the true               not the obvious & easy


     a linea a line that becomes a dead end is no place to go at all
   



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Re by spring water














  Th(a)t's  strange phrase  'hamstrung by lanes' ... starting your  text with    that peculiar phrase just by sound  than forgetting it and moving off   your hand pointing across Jeanne-Mance street .. it's almost a real street yet ...   .. into a memory  then intertwining that with your fiction and another's . the poet spies on his own self? an espionage of love . goes back.    but you even fool yourself as if.


 Ill be there if I can . No  matter . is it no matter that carries on.a  rain  









 by spring water



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by spring water

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 hamstrung by lanes and  tagging no one held back it was winter it was  and not a lot more than that it was trying to be good in the middle of   in the middle of what  in the midst as it was it was a middle of things   and
   the drun-drun-drun                                                                                   and the din
  between the flags waving of the parmount movement the colors of the sky blue as heaven and the lane
around the corner walking through and what's her name you can't remember her name she lived nex to Bob Mellor who's disappeared for years now it was then she hemmed up to him wandering that sky of spring as you turned into the lane and             David Yaeger  tall as a tree walking down 
    the speed-walks across the city we did those 

                        1973-4-5 was it ? the tibetan yoga walk 
     
 there'll be more as the pain comes   then Bonnie vanishing
    & others reappearingr   in the 80's there a woman    Rachel   a woman   remember me?

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2015/02/13

re Flocky & Yearny

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So tell all  who was Flocky first of all? was he the creation of Yearny's yearning or the Mona of Jill's becoming herself along the slave of other self? and was her own required becoming a mere trope of the guitared figure of speech? and speech its own sweet spoken rare conduit of the boxing betwixt friend and enemy?







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know

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you  knew  someone that's trapped in a ghost body    to define it  is one plug

 being free of it another 
  the two combined make a  fine trap that's poetry's the excuse for but you'd be

better off watching star trek

  of that which is so speakin

   or say  a pell-mell wheat moment  the molecular star-making

cake

as the maximum anyone can get in giving is receiving & that's where you fail

   you fail to receive as your ideas keep you barricaded behind the supposed wall you think
no one sees  i saw it
i saw
  there's an old saw another person in that room shrinking because of it

  a middle age woman  medicated

a young man    hurt his driver who'd gotten him there free gone out of his way 

because of it
   all because you a re so beautiful

    yr partner is too it kills everyone

so take your beauty and go away

  & return when you're better and beautiful
 but not sick
beautiful but kind

 because  you're like someone else i know playing hard to get
yr shell 's made of peanut butter wrapped
 c crunchy shell like material

     is that called playing safe?

it's not your fault but not mine either
nor theirs

 that's for sure




it's nobody's fault because no one's perfect
but you gotta keep  trying 


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2015/02/11

what happened

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  so what happened  in Ireland ~ i found our so~ and was he lovely as a cloud smattering the afternoon sky  the air filled like tundra with the marks of a rising sun?
~ indeed he was             that he was
   the wind beckons by that water
   lapping on the seashore
 

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